You've been waiting.
Waiting for your life to change by the arrival of… something.
A sign. A new manifesting technique. A new ritual. A random long lost great uncle leaving you a house in his will. :p
You can almost feel it, waiting around the next corner.
A wonderfully unexpected hero who fiinaally sees you, who happens to have the exact thing you've been looking for.
You've been waiting for the universe to choose you.
Thus, it is my job to remind you:
YOU are the universe. You are the one who chooses.
The way to becoming the chosen one is to simply choose you.
THE FOOL'S RITE
the heroine ignites
Six weeks. Twenty-two archetypes. One body remembering what its done for lifetimes.
You've done the work. You know it.
You're on your 534th dark night of the soul, and you're frenemies with your shadow.
You've read the books, sat with the healers, done the rituals, manifested with the moon, moved through the cycles.
You've caught glimpses of something bright and real.
A pull, a knowing, a desire so deep and so unbelievable you've barely let yourself look at it directly.
Because part of you isn't sure it's allowed to be yours.
Part of you has been so shaped by what you were supposed to want, what was practical, what was acceptable, what a woman like you could reasonably hope for, that the thing underneath it all has gone quiet.
The “shoulds” of desire have led you to feel guilt or shame for wanting the thing that your soul chose for this very lifetime.
Not gone. Never gone. Just waiting.
Underneath everything you've built, everything you've tried, everything you've been, there's a part of you that could never be fully extinguished.
So, the double-slit experiment. You've probably used it for years. Proof that every reality exists at once, that focus is what calls one of them into being.
It's why you've trusted the practice of manifesting this long. It's how you've noticed the miracles, the synchronicities, how you've seen your attention actually create your reality.
But maybe you've noticed it isn't landing the way it used to. Maybe it's started to feel forced. Or maybe you're simply over the control, the constant vision maintenance, and you're ready to just start living your life in trust.
That's not because the physics changed. And it sure as hell isn't because you're broken.
It's because the work has changed. Manifesting got you believing it was possible. What's asked of you now is different. It's not about calling a reality toward you anymore.
It's about becoming the one who already belongs there. The one who lives knowing that what's meant for her will come. Who knows that life itself is what prepares her to hold her dreams.
Not by forcing it. Not by performing her until it's real.
By letting her unfold, the way she was always meant to, before the conditioning of her upbringing told her she couldn't have it.
This is that pathway.
But this isn't identity work either. Not exactly.
Identity isn't something you think your way into. It's something you walk your way into, through the actual fire of your actual life.
This practice doesn't skip that fire. It doesn't promise to remove your challenges, rearrange your circumstances, or hand you a better set of facts.
What it changes is you, how you meet what's already happening.
It brings you back into your body, so you stop bracing for the worst and start noticing the artistry. So a hard season stops being proof that something's wrong, and starts being the exact weave that's making you.
The things that happen to you were never happening against you. With this, you start to feel, not just believe, that they're happening for you. Even on the days it doesn't look like it.
As you move through each archetype, you get to borrow its strength exactly when you need it most. Courage from the Fool. Structure from the Emperor. Surrender from the Hanged Man. Tools laid out along the path. Some you won't need yet, but you'll already have them in your hands when you do.
And somewhere in all of it, you get to fall back in love with the things you loved before the world told you to be sensible. The curiosity. The play. The things you buried because they didn't look like a real path.
This practice lets those things lead again.
There is a version of you who already lives her life exactly how you want to be living.
She's not far away. She's living in the ethers, waiting for the parts of the map you haven't walked yet.
That's why you can't get her out of your head, or your heart.
THIS IS FOR HER
For the woman who has so much to give, who has a notes app full of her own genius hidden away, who never feels ready to bring it out of her phone.
Who knows, somewhere under the noise of her days, that there's more in her than she's letting out. Who has made peace with "almost," with "one day," with being the quiet keeper of a fire she hasn't let anyone see, maybe not even herself.
And for the woman standing right at the edge of it. Who feels something stirring that doesn't have a name yet. Who isn't sure what she wants, only that it isn't this, not exactly.
Who is close enough to her own desire to feel its heat, but hasn't yet let herself reach for it.
Different thresholds. Same fire. Both of you are welcome here.
WHAT BECOMES POSSIBLE
You stop asking permission to want what you want.
You find the places in your body where you've been saying yes when you meant no, and the places you've been shrinking before anyone even asked you to.
You meet the parts of yourself you've outgrown, and the parts you've been too afraid to grow into.
You come back to desire not as indulgence, but as direction.
You leave with a body that knows its own yes, not just a mind that's read about one.
WHAT YOU GET INSIDE THE FOOL'S RITE
42 days of daily somatic ritual
A short embodied practice each day, built around the archetype of that stretch of the journey, with postures and movements that repeat and build on each other - designed to be done daily, or eery send or third day, depending on your current capacity and rhythm. This is NOT just “another thing to do”
Your body learns, through repetition, that it is safe to want things and be seen, which repatterns the nervous system out of constant bracing and into steadier, calmer presence.
22 archetype transmissions
Each Major Arcana card taught as a living map of a stage of your own life, with the light, the shadow and the block each one carries.
You can name where you are in your story, so a hard season reads as a chapter and not a verdict on you.
A three act arc across six weeks
Consciousness, Subconscious, Superconscious, with a clear beginning, middle and end held for you from the first day.
You stay supported through the messy middle where most people stall, so you actually reach the completion you keep almost reaching.
Guided reflection prompts, with plenty of options for each theme
Questions that follow your jealousy, your judgments and your quiet wants back to what sits underneath them.
You get clear on what you truly desire without having to already know it, and you meet the part of you that has been waiting.
The strengths of each archetype, when you need them most
Courage from the Fool, structure from the Emperor, surrender from the Hanged Man, plus the practice that goes with each one.
You build a toolkit you keep for good, so the right tool is already in your hands when a situation calls for it.
Optional baby steps toward what you find
If you name the thing you want, a small real-world action toward it. If you don't, the practices let it surface in the body at its own pace.
You gather real momentum and evidence in daily life without pressure to overhaul anything.
Play and curiosity back on the menu
Practices that reconnect you with what you loved before you were told to be sensible, and let it lead again.
Your motivation shifts from duty to delight, which is what makes change last.
A circle of women doing it alongside you [CONFIRM: live calls, private chat space, recordings]
Shared ritual and witnessing across the six weeks.
You practise being seen and receiving support, which is often the hardest part for women who are always the one giving it.
A doorway to The Order of the Hidden Flame
The Fool's Rite is the initiation into the Order, and members receive every future Rite free.
When the six weeks end you have somewhere to go next if you want it, and nothing pushes you to take it.
THIS WAS CREATED BY A CHAOS MONSTER, FOR CHAOS MONSTERS
I am a chronically ill, “undiagnosed but pretty sure”, homeschooling mum who struggles with routine and commitment and took ten painful years to train myself to meditate before I discovered somatic or as I like to call it - So-magics ;P
I made this for people like me.
You don’t have to be any of those things above, you might be someone with a busy mind and a disconnect from meditation,
you might be someone who is on the fringe, never fitting into the normal way of doing life, but sill hold a desire for more (even when the world has told you you only get more when you do more)
This isn’t that. It’s not about doing more. or being more. Apart from being more of YOURSELF. It’s designed to help you finally land in your ACTUAL genius.
The genius that exists RIGHT NOW. Not in the future.
Not when you have gotten your shit together.
The genius that exists in the chaos monster that you are right now.
And if you are gulping and squirming at the thought of calling anything of yours, “genius” then this is definitely for you.
Everyone has a genius. Everyone has a unique magic they are here to offer the world. It’s just about digging through the layers of patriarchal capitalistic conditioning that has told you for so long, how useless your unique gifts are.
We’re here to unravel that.
If you’re picking up what I’m putting down, click the link below and come and join us.